Mikki’s Personal Bits Blog.

Sometimes I write and those things are either personal to me or dont fit into other categories. Welcome to Mikki’s personal bits blog page.

I’m a serial apologiser, I’m sorry

I am a serial apologiser, I’m sorry I just can’t help myself saying sorry. Maybe it’s my upbringing or the fact that I was once married to another serial apologiser or maybe its because I’m a shit human being? It might just be that I think everything is my fault? I really can’t help myself […]

Anxiety again

Anxiety again, doing my head in. Cant be myself, Stepping backward again, Because, I can't be, the real me, A dose of anxiety as bad as can be. Working away, 2 weeks, 10 hours a day, Work environment says, no heels, no make-up, Can't even call myself by my name, resort to my dead name, [...]

I’m in Facebook jail, Facebook hypocrisy

So new year, new first world problems. I’m in Facebook jail! My heinous crime against humanity was to take a screenshot of a very dubious Facebook advert. See below. So there you have it folks, because I reposted this dubious picture which in itself is a Facebook advert for tophatter. Btw I wasn’t looking for […]

Wishing you all a Happy New Year

Its New years eve and after the wet fart that was Christmas, with Covid lockdown 4.0 (or whatever number it is now), I’d like to have a good one. But alas we’ve been placed in tier 4 despite this area having a very low infection rate! So bollocks to Boris, I’m off out tonight. I […]

Disappointed with Doctors

It’s 6:30am and I’m wide awake because I am still so angry at what happened yesterday with my GP. Yesterday at 4pm I get a phone call.from my doctors and because I was on another call I phoned them back. Ring ring “Hello doctors surgery” Yes I’m returning your call. Someone from the surgery called […]

What’s it feel like to be transgender

Feels like your shoes are on the wrong feet. You’ve always been dressed that way, from birth. Every time you’ve complained about your feet hurting, everyone tells you that you’re fine, “don’t be silly”. You put some shoes on the right way, and it feels great, a huge relief, but you know that everyone thinks […]

Why cant you be yourself?

Why can't you be yourself? Be unique? Why does everybody think that we need to conform? To all be the same? To be drones? To all look the same? Dress the same? To even think the same way? Surely one of the main things about being human is that we are all individuals, then if, [...]

Dealing with banks

After today’s marathon phone fest calling numerous Banks I can really understand why the elderly get very frustrated with modern technology and dealing with the banks. Today I’ve been helping my mother sort out the last few issues with the banks and insurance companies after my father’s death in March. Yes, in March and I […]

What is Coronavirus doing to us?

What is coronavirus doing to us and I don’t mean the physical effects of the disease? I mean the mental and social side effects of the disease and the hysteria that’s been thrown up around it! This document is a work in progress as the coronabollocks debarkle continues… What is Coronavirus? If you don’t know […]

Birthday disappointment

Today is my 50th birthday and what a big birthday disappointment it’s been. I had a big birthday party planned and myself and a large group of us were going to go out for a few drinks and then go to a psytrance event and dance the night and possibly the next day away! Sadly, […]

Being Single

For the first time since 1996 I find myself well and truly being single. Not in a relationship. You know what? I’m not really bothered about this. Thought I was but I’ve realised I’m really not. Almost immediately after the breakdown of my marriage I started another relationship.  Perhaps because of my own stupidity or […]

Going unnoticed

I’ve given this way to much thought over the past few months and I’ve come to the conclusion that going unnoticed is not only undesirable but its also bloody difficult for a number of reasons. First off, going unnoticed depends on what you’re wearing. You arent going to go unnoticed in 4 inch heels and […]

A lot to think about

I have a lot to think about as I transition and the further I get down the line the more questions I get, which ultimately require answers. My friends are fab and although they accept me for who I am they also ask me questions about what I am doing and the journey ahead. Sometimes […]

My crazy follower

I’ve had a crazy follower this past few weeks. Someone I met on a night out and instantly regretted saying “Hiya” too but have struggled to get rid of! Let me tell you about it. I was out in Manchester with a few friends on what would have been the Pride 2020 weekend, when this […]

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